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Sunday, June 1, 2014
Knowledge is a burden
because by knowing, we begin to bear responsibility, and responsibility can be uncomfortable and inconvenient. Even if we can't appropriately act on all that we know, we must at the very least feel and be effected.
I know people who are steadfastly resistant to new information and learning. They're deeply un-interested and profoundly un-curious. And they believe that these qualities keep them free. Free from the unwelcome burdens and intrusions on their chosen beliefs.
True freedom comes from the ability and strength to change our minds, about anything and everything. Without that freedom, we're stuck in a self imposed exile.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Peace Corps volunteers
Friday, February 7, 2014
My eulogy for Phillip Seymour Hoffman
A great movie can be, for me, such a healing experience, regardless of the storyline but depending on a fantastic job of acting. A journey through the complexity of a fascinating character who is, after all, me.
It's impossible for me not to ponder the real person, the actor, that is behind the character.
And I'd guess that it's impossible for an actor to completely hide themselves behind a character. I think we humans are too perceptive. When we see enough of an actor, we get a good feeling for their depth as a human being, for their emotional intelligence in the art of living, for the boundaries of their compassion and limits upon their interest in the world.
When we can see within another person so deeply the nameless atoms and molecules of energy that make them like us, inseparable from us, that is true beauty. Original beauty. Beauty that runs so much deeper than the physical characteristics that Hollywood pushes at us as though boobs and biceps were the currency of love. Physical beauty is not the currency of love. Sharing the crazy experience of life is the currency of love.
Women obsess on physical beauty, can be ruthlessly competitive, and would like to convince men that their obsession and vanity is not of their own making. They miss the boat.
Men can be captured and imprisoned, duped by physical beauty. They miss out. The real experience of life escapes, and this skin-deep beauty brings no reward, nothing.
Phillip Seymour Hoffman looked like just some guy from anywhere that you might meet on a bus or plane.
But he gave his audience, through his genius of passion and compassion, such soaringly beautiful experiences. Such fearless and unflinching portrayals of ourselves in a mirror. Such a strong feeling that his own heart was laid absolutely bare to his audience in the honesty of acting. And that we, the audience, could be trusted to actually see, feel, live the experience.
How subversive, this rare beauty, in an industry like Hollywood.
And how inspirational for an average guy like me, passionately in love with life.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
It's no secret
that the U.S. is a very politically polarized place in these times. As for me, I like to see people I know using the internet to express and challenge one another's points of view, because the occasional moments of social progress that have moved us forward as a society have inevitably resulted from debates like these and of all kinds.
But here's the thing: I've just seen someone make a clever and indirect endorsement of the use of mustard gas, with a "God Bless" and a smiley emoticon.
I'm a bit taken aback.
Even when the "heroes" of our personal political views do hideous things, dogma can trap us into a defensive place of unnecessary justification.
I hope I never become that for the Obama's of the world. I hope I never completely lose my objectivity and sense of humanity, just to stick with team colors. Up to now I can say with confidence that my sense of right and wrong have not been disposed of for the sake of rhetoric.
And to my friend who places a smiley face and her God's Blessing on the mass murder of innocent people, I know I will never reach this person with reason. Something is very very disconnected. It's probably true that in an internet forum or in life, this person has chosen a set of beliefs that can have little if any relation to reality, the reality where human life everywhere is precious, and a world where even the people you can't see and touch do actually exist.
For me, it's a personal struggle.
I know with absolute clarity something that is very slow to dawn on people of my country and culture:
No amount of killing of innocent people is, or will ever be, an acceptable action.
A society that indulges mass killing can never be "free".
A people that accepts these acts will always be imprisoned and enslaved by falseness and evil.
The progress of humankind is stuck on this, polarized and mired in a debate that shouldn't be.
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
life's little heart trips
cleverly repeat themselves
like falling in love
first with a mexican desert
then with a lesbian comedian
the open doors of a hindu temple
the best veg fried rice ever
the moods of the indian ocean
swahili huevos rancheros
Friday, December 20, 2013
Wow, what a quagmire
Even Pope Francis has been credited of late for his recognition of the church's need to ease up on its oppressive prior posture of judgement against gays.
Now, in a Mormon state, where polygamy and other forms of marriage are in common practice, the court has upheld the right of gay couples to marry, against the strong sentiment of the organized Mormon opposition.
Of course, some Christians say that Mormons, like those in Utah who supported the gay marriage ban, are not truly Christian. But Mormons count themselves as Christian believers. And many Christians believe that Catholics are not true Christians. But Catholics feel otherwise, obviously. And it doesn't end there. Are you confused yet? Many Christians also say that Protestants have abandoned Christianity. Protestant believers of course feeling steadfastly otherwise.
Maybe it's time for right wing Christian activists to wade into the question of defining Christianity once and for all, hopefully in a way that Christians can agree to. And hopefully without causing a war or wiping each other out in the process - no "holy" wars, please.
Then, in this land of religious liberty, we could weed out the right kind of Christian from the wrong kind, while we attempt to base our system of government (and liberty, of course) on The One Pure Truth.
Wow, what a quagmire.
Congrats though, to the state of Utah, for joining the tide of justice and equal protection, even while there is much work left to be done.